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Monday, May 17, 2010
oaky. @ 5:29 PM
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now i`m a little more refreshed..
hehe. :)

/sigh
i realize perfection isn't everything,
but i still don't find myself as attractive as i want to be.

i wish i could be like everyone else, and when i look in the mirror,
i can honestly say,
i'm happy with my appearance.
/ i'm pretty / attractive , whatever. etc.
:/

even with 'perfect' teeth.. i don't like my smile .
my face shape.. isn't right for it.

i can do a subtle smile ..
my teeth no longer bothers me much,
but..
i still wish i had better self esteem.

i can't smile without lying to myself.
it sucks .



behind all these stupid giggles, large smiles ,
is a big frown.

the truth hurts.